第十八章

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    ???他???还???能???再???逃???避???吗???？

    ???是???他???让???紫???曦???如???此???挣???扎???，???他???不???愿???让???她???受???到???伤???害???，???却???还???是???令???她???伤???心???难???过???了???，???他???怎???麽???可???能???忍???心???见???她???为???了???自???己???烦???恼???伤???神???？???但???他???更???不???忍???心???见???她???受???到???无???情???的???责???难???，???无???论???他???是???以???什???麽???身???份???和???她???在???一???起???，???紫???曦???都???会???遭???到???许???多???难???堪???的???评???论???，???毕???竟???她???是???这???个???国???家???的???太???子???妃???。

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    ???「???如???果???无???法???遗???忘???，???就???永???远???把???他???留???在???心???里???吧???，???如???果???这???个???男???孩???真???的???ai???她???，???他???会???理???解???的???。???」

    ???「???是???吗???？???苍???尧???，???你???是???这???麽???认???为???的???吗???？???」

    ???苍???尧???看???着???她???不?????话???，???眼???里???却???写???满???了???肯???定???。

    ???「???那???麽???，???你???知???道???我?????的???这???个???男???孩???是???谁???吗???？???」???她???决???定???，???就???要???在???今???天???把???自???己???心???里???的???话???都???告???诉???他???，???无???论???结???果???会???如???何???。

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